ssoooo. i never use my deviantart account anymore, but i happened to look at it today and realize how outdated and rather pathetic the journal entry on the first page, and i think to myself: this is not exactly the first thing i want people to know about me. everything previously written was true to the moment, but the moment has passed and now, years later, i tend to cringe at the necessary stages and changes i went through. T'was a lovely growing experience and i have now grown. as in, grown away from those experiences.

So, what do i say now, to the reader of this page, on the off chance that someone may glance at this entry and use it as a basis to judge my character? i say some rather mushy, hopefully meaningful stuff. i say, people are the most precious part of life. they are what make you happy, regardless of thier role (lover, best friend, teacher, annoying acquantance, complete stranger u keep running into).

I have decided to be happy. i will try to let unpleasantries slide and concentrate on all the good there is to be had here, or elsewhere. That's not to say i'm going to look at the world and ignore the bad, but i promise, promise, promise i will try to be optomistice and less bratty, concentrating on only myself and making others pay for my annoyance with whatever is bothering me. This not-quite-half-way-to-new-year resolution. ^^

let's see if it works. ^^